Life is random

omfs.

2006-11-28T02:19:56Z

Today was so good.
Like I was happy.
& everything's been going sooooo well (♥).

But then I had to ass it all up.
Life ruiner Gwen strikes again.

OhMyFuckinShit.

Homecoming pictures of the hottest girls ever are on myspace

2006-11-07T03:59:13Z

So go check em out.
Obvio.

http://www.myspace.com/gwenowin
i love comments & always return the favor btw

♥

Dear Everyone,

2006-11-03T04:02:09Z

Boys: Don't like me.
Girls: Don't be friends with me.
I'm a life-ruiner
& I apologize.

I had a bad day... ~Cheyenne Kimball

2006-10-31T02:03:13Z

So I tripped/fell down the stairs at school today
& my friend Zack decided to rub it in my face that I didn't have a boy there to catch me

Then I hit my head at work

Then I stubbed my pinky toe & now I have an outragously unattractive bruise/blister on it

& to top it all off...
someone I like a lot got fired from our work today

:-/

Aw jeez
Time for me to go cry in a corner & be emo
Peace out

She's got a little bit of something & god it's better than nothing... ~Matchbox Twenty

2006-10-17T01:11:30Z

"I really do like you.
You're a great girl.
But I don't want a relatinoship."

Fucking.
Story.
Of.
My.
God.
Damn.
Life.

I'm always just the girl the boy likes,
But never good enogh to be the girlfriend.

Everything's gonna be alright... ~Shawn Mullins

2006-10-16T00:42:51Z

So I'm trying really hard to stay positive lately
But it's kinda hard
Like I'm not saying I have the worst life ever
& I'm certainly not turning all emo
It's just that things get to me every once in a while

Me & my mom fight constantly now
Drama is so crazy with boys right now
I've been really stressed with school lately
Balancing work, hw, & my social life is harder than I thought it would be

I just miss people
& how things used to be

rip♥jhb

2006-09-14T19:13:13Z

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

2 years without you & it isn't getting easier
I miss you

I'm really cheesy & thought this was the cutest thing ever ♥

2006-09-13T00:52:15Z

Why do boys fall in love with girls????

(This was written by a guy)

Don't break this; it's so sweet! :)

1. They will always smell good even if it's just shampoo.
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder.
3. How cute they look when they sleep.
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms .
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world.
6. How cute they are when they eat.
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while.
8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside.
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear.
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on this earth.
11. How cute they are when they argue.
12. The way her hand always finds yours.
13. The way they smile.
14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight.
15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know that an hour later....
16. The way that they kiss after you have had a fight.
17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you".
18. Actually...Just the way they kiss you...
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry.
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly.
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt.
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt (even though we don't admit it).
23. The way they say "I miss you".
24. The way you miss them.
25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore...

Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, no paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart.
A feeling.
Only felt.

Well I'm onto Stefan III

2006-09-09T01:23:29Z

So you should all probably give me your numbers again

Or like call/text me

Please do actually cause I'm grounded for 23 more days

& I kinda wanna kill myself

♥

So you're with a friend right

2006-09-03T16:22:25Z

& she gets a phone call saying her friend is in the ER
Your friend is closest to the car
You throw her the keys & she drives to the hospital
When you get back your mom yells at you because your friend drove the car
Even though your mom had your friend drive the car a couple weeks ago
Then you say to your mom
"Her friend is in the ER & it seemed like the most logical thing to give her the keys since she was like at the car already"
But of course your mom is a bitch & goes
"I don't car who's in the hospital. Gwen you're grounded for a month."

Now I'm grounded for a month
Call my cell please
♥

This summer I didn't go to Lambert on vacation,

2006-08-30T03:09:45Z

There's a first time for everything.

Peace out summah hoesix,
It's been real.

♥

JUNIORS OhHate!!!

School in less than a month... :(

2006-08-04T00:16:00Z

Here's my schedule for Junior year:

Per 1- Algebra 2 with Davis
Per 2- Economics with Isikdawg first semister then Journalism with Kelly second semister
Per 3- OPEN!!! maybe French 3 but it isn't definate yet
Per 4- World History I with Fisk first semister then OPEN SECOND SEMISTER!!!
Per 5- Physics with Fleming
Per 6- Business with Crowley first semister then Photo with Chotkowski second semister
Per 7- OPEN FIRST SEMISTER!!! Health with Marshall third quarter then Gym with Daly fourth quarter
Per 8- English with some new teacher

Lemme know if we have classes together
♥

Boy

2006-07-19T17:13:52Z

♥

Linger by The Cranberries ♥

2006-07-17T04:11:33Z

If you, if you could return, don't let it burn, don't let it fade.

I'm sure I'm not being rude, but it's just your attitude,
It's tearing me apart, It's ruining everything.

I swore, I swore I would be true, and honey, so did you.
So why were you holding her hand? Is that the way we stand?
Were you lying all the time? Was it just a game to you?

But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

Oh, I thought the world of you.
I thought nothing could go wrong,
But I was wrong. I was wrong.
If you, if you could get by, trying not to lie,
Things wouldn't be so confused and I wouldn't feel so used,
But you always really knew, I just wanna be with you.

But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

And I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

ps- i just saw click with my favorite boy & i cried

No matter what they say, don't believe a word... ~Fall Out Boy

2006-07-14T18:15:35Z

Well I do this thing where I believe gossip.
I try not to cause I wanna form my own opinions of people & learn from my own mistakes.
If you think I'm stupid then I'm sorry.
But I want to give people a chance.

With that said,
I'm giving this cute boy a chance.
:D ♥

Haha, I ♥ my iPod!

2006-07-09T03:55:19Z

Your Life: The Soundtrack
So heres how it works;
Open your choice of music player [iTunes, Limewire, Kazaa, iPod, etc.] and put it on shuffle.
Press play.
For every question type the song thats on.
And when you go to a new question press the next button.
No cheating.
Ready?
GO!

Opening credit: Allentown by Billy Joel

Waking up: Pride by U2

Average day: What You Say by Sugarcult

First date: Katie, Come True by Son, Ambulance

Falling in love: Only Wanna Be With You by Hootie & The Blowfish

Breaking up: Chicago Is So 2 Years Ago by Fall Out Boy

Getting back together: Baby One More Time by Brittney Spears

Life's okay: Come On Home by Franz Ferdinand

Mental breakdown: Elevation by U2

Driving: Breathe by Greeenwheel

Flashback: You’re Beautiful by James Blunt

Partying: Real World by Matchbox Twenty

Happy dance: Barbie Girl by Aqua

Regretting: Stillness Of Heart by Lenny Kravitz

Long night alone: Rising Up From The Ashes by The Living End

Death scene: When You Need Me by Bruce Springsteen

End credits: Homesick At Spacecamp by Fall Out Boy

Had I known how to save a life... ~The Fray

2006-07-09T01:57:51Z

Funerals make me sick.
Literally.

I can't go up to Lambert anymore.
3 of the 4 people I would go up there to see have died.
I hate being there without them.

♥ RIP Blaine Grass ♥

Fuck.

2006-07-03T16:14:21Z

Stefan died.
Tragic.
I know.
They gave me this hideous replacement phone until my new one comes in.
But since they're super gay over at my cell phone place they can't transfer all my contacts & such over.
That means I need everyones numbers again.
So like message me with them or something.
I have the same number so you can just call if you want.
Thanks.
Bye.

Kay I'm super bored & kinda upset. Here's a survey.

2006-06-29T19:13:39Z

Q: NAME A FRIEND WHOSE NAME STARTS WITH AN "S"
A: Sara

Q: 4TH PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALLS:
A: home

Q: WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED SAY?:
A: go online unless you're already doing something

Q: DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
A: yeah

Q: DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?
A: oh jeez yeah

Q: WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOURE GOING TO?
A: dont have any on my schedule yet, maybe warped tour?

Q: WHO IS THE COOLEST PERSON/PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE?
A: my bff's

Q: WHAT WORD DO YOU SAY A LOT?
A: jeez

Q: WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE:
A: cherries

Q: WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO SOMEONE AND WHO WAS IT?
A. "have fun" to dorothy c

Q. ARE YOU IN A RELATIONSHIP RIGHT NOW?
A. hell no! im whorin it up this summer!

Q:DO YOU WATCH TV?
A: only during school when my shows are on

Q: HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE DONNIE DARKO?
A: oh jeez i love

Q: DO YOU HAVE WORK TOMORROW?
A: nope

Q: EVER BEEN HUNTING?
A: aw no

Q: IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
A: not my immediate future but probably someday

Q: WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW?:
A: hugging brittzle

Q: DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
A: oh jeez yeah; gwenawin, g-unit, gwenjamin, pengwen, gwenny, gwen stefani, gwenbabe

Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
A: i believe in lust at first sight

Q: IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
A: yes

Q: ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
A: yes

Q: LAST TIME YOU USED SKATEBOARD?
A: uh at jade's this spring i stood on her's

Q: WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU SLEPT BESIDES YOUR HOUSE?
A: Britt's

Q: EVER RUN OUT OF GAS ON THE ROAD?
A: nah

Q: BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE PAST TWO WEEKS?
A: The Lake House

Best
1. Male friend: Christian/Josh
2. Female: Jade/Britt
3. Vacation: Lambert
2. Day of the week: Friday

Last
1. Person you saw: Majj
2. Person you talked on the phone with: Britt
3. Person you hugged: Britt
4. Person you texted: Alex Lacourse

Today
1. Is: Thursday
2. What did you do?: went to concord with britt & tiff then came home & have been on the comp since
3. Goal: go to this place to see this boy
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: nothing im pumped!

Favorites
1. Number(s): 69
2. Song(s): way too many!
3. Color(s): orange & green & pink
4. Season(s): Summer

Currently
1. Missing someone: yeah, we dont need to talk about it
2. Mood: meh

True or False
I am a morning person: false
I am a perfectionist: true
I am an only child: False
I am currently in my pajamas: False
I am currently single: True
I am online 24/7: almost true
I am very shy around the opposite gender: False
I can be paranoid at times: true
I currently regret something that I have done: true
I enjoy talking on the phone: True
I have a lot to learn: True

I'll tell you what it feels like: the lonliest song minus all the words

2006-06-27T03:49:19Z

Christian's gone.
Fuck.

Fate loves giving me the best people...
But they always leave.

I vote people never go away.
Thanks.

I'll savor the softness of summer...

2006-06-22T23:15:06Z

YAY! SUMMER HOE-SIX! lol
It's been hella busy so far
Here's what's been up:

^kinda blurry^

& for more... http://photobucket.com/albums/b277/gwenawin/
& there are some on myspace too... http://www.myspace.com/gwenowin

Tomorrow = 6 flags with Brittzle, Ink, Rach & a few others!
Saturday Britt, my mom & I are going to see the lake house then I have my soccer tournament
Sunday I'm going out with the MB crew <3

Kiel, Jade & Christian all leave this weekend :(
I hate saying goodbye...

I am young & I am free, but I get tired & I get weak... ~Avril Lavigne

2006-05-28T16:42:53Z

Well I pretty much hate the end of the year.
All my teachers are giving out tons of hw & projects, & exams are coming up in a few weeks.
It's kinda stressful.

& since it's been wicked nice out I haven't had any motivation to actually do work.
I just tan (I actually have a tan now btw) & hang out with people.

Things were going super good with like everything at the begining of last week.
Then within a day it all got really bad & there was another big drama-fest (what else is new).
Now things are mostly good.
I'm back with the old bf.

Today is gonna soooo much fun though!
I'm going out to lunch with Josh...
Picking up Dorothy T...
Us 3 are meeting up with Natalia, Mike, & Andrew...
We're all going to Courtney's sweet 16 party...
Me & Dorothy are leaving earlier to meet up with Britt, Lauren, & Tiff...
We're all going to the sky show in ManchVegas...
Matt, Shawn, & Alex will probably be there...
Then Dorothy is sleeping over & we're gonna watch The OC season one...
Maybe the lake with Dorothy T, Dorothy C, Hannah, Britt, Heather, Ali, & Jade tomorow...?
I'm pumped.

Stefan (my cellular) will be on so don't hesitate to call if you wanna hang out! ♥!
Peace out homies.

Can't you see that it's just raining? There ain't no need to go outside... ~Jack Johnson

2006-05-15T23:23:06Z

So it's been raining for like a week.
It'll be raining all this week too.
Tuesday it's suposed to be sunny.
But it's going to start raining again wednesday.

The pond on Lond Pond Rd is up to the pavement.
My basement is flooded.
St Paul's has been evacuated & they can't finish the school year cause it's flooded.
The fields at Rundlett are flooded.
The back fields at Memorial are flooded.
The gym at CHS is flooded.
All the streets surroundind CHS are closed.
The street in front of CHS has partly collapsed.

I love how we're on the world news.
It's like The Day After Tomorow minus Jake Gyllenhaal.
We should start building the arc right about now.

Oh & I've decided on a name for my phone. Stefan. ♥.

You know you do. You kill me well. You like it too & I can tell... ~Hawthorne Heights

2006-05-11T21:30:05Z

OMG
Drama is pretty much my life.
No lie.
Boys.
Wow.
It's so crazy.
I'm really staring think they want me to be outragously frustrated with them.

On the brightside...
This is what Adam Larazza looks like in person:

♥

And this is what there shows are like:

Now I'm going to hang out with Christian.

Don't hurt yourself, take it easy. There's no better time than right now... ~Black Eyed Peas

2006-05-04T22:35:56Z

So other then sophomore testing (which isn't even that bad cause it's so easy), life is money! Things are pretty amazing. I'm pretty happy. Even though some certain people kinda confuse me... it's all good.

Here's the schedule for tomorow:
Sophomore testing
American Experience & study hall
Home for like 10 minutes
Going to Boston with Lilly, Jade & Joelle
Newbury Comics to meet Taking Back Sunday ♥!
Hanging around/shopping on Newbury St
Avalon for the Taking Back Sunday show ♥!

Oh jeez, I'm pumped.