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    Tuesday, November 28th, 2006
    2:19 am
    omfs.
    Today was so good.
    Like I was happy.
    & everything's been going sooooo well (♥).

    But then I had to ass it all up.
    Life ruiner Gwen strikes again.

    OhMyFuckinShit.

    Current Mood: crappy
    Current Music: chris brown
    Tuesday, November 7th, 2006
    3:59 am
    Homecoming pictures of the hottest girls ever are on myspace
    So go check em out.
    Obvio.

    http://www.myspace.com/gwenowin
    i love comments & always return the favor btw



    Current Music: dashboard confessional
    Friday, November 3rd, 2006
    4:02 am
    Dear Everyone,
    Boys: Don't like me.
    Girls: Don't be friends with me.
    I'm a life-ruiner
    & I apologize.

    Current Mood: crappy
    Current Music: Syd
    Tuesday, October 31st, 2006
    1:59 am
    I had a bad day... ~Cheyenne Kimball
    So I tripped/fell down the stairs at school today
    & my friend Zack decided to rub it in my face that I didn't have a boy there to catch me

    Then I hit my head at work

    Then I stubbed my pinky toe & now I have an outragously unattractive bruise/blister on it

    & to top it all off...
    someone I like a lot got fired from our work today

    :-/

    Aw jeez
    Time for me to go cry in a corner & be emo
    Peace out

    Current Mood: crushed
    Current Music: Usher
    Monday, October 16th, 2006
    9:02 pm
    She's got a little bit of something & god it's better than nothing... ~Matchbox Twenty
    "I really do like you.
    You're a great girl.
    But I don't want a relatinoship."

    Fucking.
    Story.
    Of.
    My.
    God.
    Damn.
    Life.


    I'm always just the girl the boy likes,
    But never good enogh to be the girlfriend.

    Current Mood: crappy
    Current Music: Augustana
    12:38 am
    Everything's gonna be alright... ~Shawn Mullins
    So I'm trying really hard to stay positive lately
    But it's kinda hard
    Like I'm not saying I have the worst life ever
    & I'm certainly not turning all emo
    It's just that things get to me every once in a while

    Me & my mom fight constantly now
    Drama is so crazy with boys right now
    I've been really stressed with school lately
    Balancing work, hw, & my social life is harder than I thought it would be

    I just miss people
    & how things used to be

    Current Mood: cranky
    Current Music: Cherish
    Thursday, September 14th, 2006
    3:09 pm
    rip♥jhb
    Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
    Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
    So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
    It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time
    It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
    I hope you had the time of your life.
    So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
    Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
    Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
    For what it's worth it was worth all the while
    It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
    I hope you had the time of your life.


    2 years without you & it isn't getting easier
    I miss you


    Current Mood: sad
    Current Music: Jake playlist
    Tuesday, September 12th, 2006
    8:51 pm
    I'm really cheesy & thought this was the cutest thing ever ♥
    Why do boys fall in love with girls????

    (This was written by a guy)

    Don't break this; it's so sweet! :)

    1. They will always smell good even if it's just shampoo.
    2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder.
    3. How cute they look when they sleep.
    4. The ease in which they fit into our arms .
    5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world.
    6. How cute they are when they eat.
    7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while.
    8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside.
    9. The way they look good no matter what they wear.
    10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on this earth.
    11. How cute they are when they argue.
    12. The way her hand always finds yours.
    13. The way they smile.
    14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight.
    15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know that an hour later....
    16. The way that they kiss after you have had a fight.
    17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you".
    18. Actually...Just the way they kiss you...
    19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry.
    20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly.
    21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt.
    22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt (even though we don't admit it).
    23. The way they say "I miss you".
    24. The way you miss them.
    25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore...

    Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, no paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart.
    A feeling.
    Only felt.

    Current Mood: dorky
    Current Music: guster
    Friday, September 8th, 2006
    9:21 pm
    Well I'm onto Stefan III
    So you should all probably give me your numbers again

    Or like call/text me

    Please do actually cause I'm grounded for 23 more days

    & I kinda wanna kill myself



    Current Mood: blah
    Current Music: maroon 5
    Sunday, September 3rd, 2006
    12:16 pm
    So you're with a friend right
    & she gets a phone call saying her friend is in the ER
    Your friend is closest to the car
    You throw her the keys & she drives to the hospital
    When you get back your mom yells at you because your friend drove the car
    Even though your mom had your friend drive the car a couple weeks ago
    Then you say to your mom
    "Her friend is in the ER & it seemed like the most logical thing to give her the keys since she was like at the car already"
    But of course your mom is a bitch & goes
    "I don't car who's in the hospital. Gwen you're grounded for a month."

    Now I'm grounded for a month
    Call my cell please


    Current Mood: pissed off
    Current Music: I Can Make A Mess Like Nobody's Business
    Tuesday, August 29th, 2006
    11:06 pm
    This summer I didn't go to Lambert on vacation,
    There's a first time for everything.

    Peace out summah hoesix,
    It's been real.



    JUNIORS OhHate!!!

    Current Mood: calm
    Current Music: goo goo dolls
    Thursday, August 3rd, 2006
    8:08 pm
    School in less than a month... :(
    Here's my schedule for Junior year:

    Per 1- Algebra 2 with Davis
    Per 2- Economics with Isikdawg first semister then Journalism with Kelly second semister
    Per 3- OPEN!!! maybe French 3 but it isn't definate yet
    Per 4- World History I with Fisk first semister then OPEN SECOND SEMISTER!!!
    Per 5- Physics with Fleming
    Per 6- Business with Crowley first semister then Photo with Chotkowski second semister
    Per 7- OPEN FIRST SEMISTER!!! Health with Marshall third quarter then Gym with Daly fourth quarter
    Per 8- English with some new teacher

    Lemme know if we have classes together


    Current Mood: content
    Current Music: ryan cabrera
    Wednesday, July 19th, 2006
    1:11 pm
    Boy



    Current Mood: cheerful
    Current Music: Fall Out Boy
    Monday, July 17th, 2006
    12:08 am
    Linger by The Cranberries ♥
    If you, if you could return, don't let it burn, don't let it fade.

    I'm sure I'm not being rude, but it's just your attitude,
    It's tearing me apart, It's ruining everything.

    I swore, I swore I would be true, and honey, so did you.
    So why were you holding her hand? Is that the way we stand?
    Were you lying all the time? Was it just a game to you?

    But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
    You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
    Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
    Do you have to let it linger?

    Oh, I thought the world of you.
    I thought nothing could go wrong,
    But I was wrong. I was wrong.
    If you, if you could get by, trying not to lie,
    Things wouldn't be so confused and I wouldn't feel so used,
    But you always really knew, I just wanna be with you.

    But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
    You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
    Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
    Do you have to let it linger?

    And I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
    You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
    Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
    Do you have to let it linger?

    You know I'm such a fool for you.
    You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
    Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
    Do you have to let it linger?



    ps- i just saw click with my favorite boy & i cried

    Current Mood: giddy
    Current Music: tv
    Friday, July 14th, 2006
    2:12 pm
    No matter what they say, don't believe a word... ~Fall Out Boy
    Well I do this thing where I believe gossip.
    I try not to cause I wanna form my own opinions of people & learn from my own mistakes.
    If you think I'm stupid then I'm sorry.
    But I want to give people a chance.

    With that said,
    I'm giving this cute boy a chance.
    :D ♥

    Current Mood: cheerful
    Current Music: copa cabana
    Saturday, July 8th, 2006
    11:54 pm
    Haha, I ♥ my iPod!
    Your Life: The Soundtrack
    So heres how it works;
    Open your choice of music player [iTunes, Limewire, Kazaa, iPod, etc.] and put it on shuffle.
    Press play.
    For every question type the song thats on.
    And when you go to a new question press the next button.
    No cheating.
    Ready?
    GO!

    Opening credit: Allentown by Billy Joel

    Waking up: Pride by U2

    Average day: What You Say by Sugarcult

    First date: Katie, Come True by Son, Ambulance

    Falling in love: Only Wanna Be With You by Hootie & The Blowfish

    Breaking up: Chicago Is So 2 Years Ago by Fall Out Boy

    Getting back together: Baby One More Time by Brittney Spears

    Life's okay: Come On Home by Franz Ferdinand

    Mental breakdown: Elevation by U2

    Driving: Breathe by Greeenwheel

    Flashback: You’re Beautiful by James Blunt

    Partying: Real World by Matchbox Twenty

    Happy dance: Barbie Girl by Aqua

    Regretting: Stillness Of Heart by Lenny Kravitz

    Long night alone: Rising Up From The Ashes by The Living End

    Death scene: When You Need Me by Bruce Springsteen

    End credits: Homesick At Spacecamp by Fall Out Boy

    Current Mood: okay
    Current Music: Fall Out Boy
    9:52 pm
    Had I known how to save a life... ~The Fray
    Funerals make me sick.
    Literally.

    I can't go up to Lambert anymore.
    3 of the 4 people I would go up there to see have died.
    I hate being there without them.

    ♥ RIP Blaine Grass ♥

    Current Mood: gloomy
    Current Music: Blue October
    Monday, July 3rd, 2006
    12:11 pm
    Fuck.
    Stefan died.
    Tragic.
    I know.
    They gave me this hideous replacement phone until my new one comes in.
    But since they're super gay over at my cell phone place they can't transfer all my contacts & such over.
    That means I need everyones numbers again.
    So like message me with them or something.
    I have the same number so you can just call if you want.
    Thanks.
    Bye.

    Current Mood: pissed off
    Current Music: Chris Holmes
    Thursday, June 29th, 2006
    2:58 pm
    Kay I'm super bored & kinda upset. Here's a survey.
    Q: NAME A FRIEND WHOSE NAME STARTS WITH AN "S"
    A: Sara

    Q: 4TH PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALLS:
    A: home

    Q: WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED SAY?:
    A: go online unless you're already doing something

    Q: DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
    A: yeah

    Q: DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?
    A: oh jeez yeah

    Q: WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOURE GOING TO?
    A: dont have any on my schedule yet, maybe warped tour?

    Q: WHO IS THE COOLEST PERSON/PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE?
    A: my bff's

    Q: WHAT WORD DO YOU SAY A LOT?
    A: jeez

    Q: WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE:
    A: cherries

    Q: WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO SOMEONE AND WHO WAS IT?
    A. "have fun" to dorothy c

    Q. ARE YOU IN A RELATIONSHIP RIGHT NOW?
    A. hell no! im whorin it up this summer!

    Q:DO YOU WATCH TV?
    A: only during school when my shows are on

    Q: HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE DONNIE DARKO?
    A: oh jeez i love

    Q: DO YOU HAVE WORK TOMORROW?
    A: nope

    Q: EVER BEEN HUNTING?
    A: aw no

    Q: IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
    A: not my immediate future but probably someday

    Q: WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW?:
    A: hugging brittzle

    Q: DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
    A: oh jeez yeah; gwenawin, g-unit, gwenjamin, pengwen, gwenny, gwen stefani, gwenbabe

    Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
    A: i believe in lust at first sight

    Q: IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
    A: yes

    Q: ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
    A: yes

    Q: LAST TIME YOU USED SKATEBOARD?
    A: uh at jade's this spring i stood on her's

    Q: WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU SLEPT BESIDES YOUR HOUSE?
    A: Britt's

    Q: EVER RUN OUT OF GAS ON THE ROAD?
    A: nah

    Q: BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE PAST TWO WEEKS?
    A: The Lake House

    Best
    1. Male friend: Christian/Josh
    2. Female: Jade/Britt
    3. Vacation: Lambert
    2. Day of the week: Friday

    Last
    1. Person you saw: Majj
    2. Person you talked on the phone with: Britt
    3. Person you hugged: Britt
    4. Person you texted: Alex Lacourse

    Today
    1. Is: Thursday
    2. What did you do?: went to concord with britt & tiff then came home & have been on the comp since
    3. Goal: go to this place to see this boy
    4. Dislikes about tomorrow: nothing im pumped!

    Favorites
    1. Number(s): 69
    2. Song(s): way too many!
    3. Color(s): orange & green & pink
    4. Season(s): Summer

    Currently
    1. Missing someone: yeah, we dont need to talk about it
    2. Mood: meh

    True or False
    I am a morning person: false
    I am a perfectionist: true
    I am an only child: False
    I am currently in my pajamas: False
    I am currently single: True
    I am online 24/7: almost true
    I am very shy around the opposite gender: False
    I can be paranoid at times: true
    I currently regret something that I have done: true
    I enjoy talking on the phone: True
    I have a lot to learn: True

    Current Mood: crushed
    Current Music: plain white tee's
    Monday, June 26th, 2006
    11:42 pm
    I'll tell you what it feels like: the lonliest song minus all the words
    Christian's gone.
    Fuck.

    Fate loves giving me the best people...
    But they always leave.

    I vote people never go away.
    Thanks.

    Current Mood: gloomy
    Current Music: Wicker Park Soundtrack
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